last days of life-Unforgetable

Who is aware what will happen... Next?


The world is so unpredictable.Things happen suddenly, unexpectedly. We want to feel we are in control of our own existence. In some ways we are, in some ways we're not. We are ruled by the forces of chance and coincidence. I wasn't prepared for the fact that grief is so unpredictable. It wasn't just sadness, and it wasn't linear. Somehow I'd thought that the first days would be the worst and then it would get steadily better - like getting over the flu. That's not how it was. But no, as I wrote in previous blog my mother who went through Spine Surgery was taken to home for her betterment as all the doses given by experts were over and her recovery was restricted to unnatural sources. I could feel each day, prayers were being answered and recovery in every moment was remarkable. The real enemies of our life are the 'oughts' and the 'ifs.' They pull us backward into the unalterable past and forward into the unpredictable future. But real life takes place in the here and now. Who knew next moment a simple cough would be the last breath of  a life, that is how my mother left this world.




"Uncertainty can be overwhelming and overpowering. It can be anxious and challenging,it
can make you observer and analyzer. But, without it, life will be less charismatic, less challenging, less victorious, less escalation, less liveliness, and less success."


Who knew next moment a simple cough would be the last breath of  her life, that is how my mother left this word. I realized, just few days before she was calm towards all the difficulties she had gone through in hospital (ICU).




We spent vacations with her in Himachal without knowing the fact that countdown of her life had begun, else more of the time could be made memorable. 




WILL ALWAYS MISS YOU MUMMY!

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